Two blogs. One storm. One survival map.
convicDID is the raw archive—built from lived experience, system fluency, and tactical love. It recounts the full arc: before the diagnosis, before the name for what we were surviving. It’s the story of suspicion, exposure, rupture, repair, and the long road to recognition. The betrayals, the breakthroughs, the parts I got wrong, and the ones I’d do again.
Storm Tracking is the protocol lab—real scenarios and conversations with my husband, broken down and interpreted from the outside. Nothing here is confirmed, but the stories are true. Each post is a survival timestamp: what happened, what I missed, and what I now understand—often far too late.
Together, they form a survival map for partners, systems, and advocates who refuse erasure and demand recognition.
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Don’t take it personal
When protection feels like punishment, and regulation feels like rejection. July 2019: The First Crack in the Mirror Back in July 2019, before I understood much about dissociative identity disorder, I had a moment that changed everything. My husband and I didn’t live together then. When my brother came home from his trucking runs, we’d…
